Not from the right place
not with the right face
trying to do what i it takes not to sink
avoiding to get eaten up and away
by my harrassing demons inside
my own shadow taking hold of me
becoming my best enemy
binding me into a silent nightmare
a mutism i couldn't fight
forcing a fake apathy
for everyone not to see
how weak i have become
for hyenas not to come
used to know what i wanted
used to be passionate
used to make no compromise
used to know what i wanted
used to be passionate
used to live as a free soul
it's not hard to pretend you are
all the words i didn't get back then
make so much sense all of a sudden
I still hate crowds and everyone in
but if you look
deep into my eyes
you can see through the lies
that i'm not a fucking bad guy
that your hate should run dry x2
forcing a fake apathy
for everyone not to see
how weak i have become
for hyenas not to come
used to know what i wanted
used to be passionate
used to be make no compromise
used to know what i wanted
used to be passionate
used to live as a free soul
don't wait for me
struggling against the ghosts
of what could have been
of what should have been
I’m done with the fighting